I love this olive oil butter *ehm, don't mind me...*, just trying to fresher my skin here.

Anyway, why is it hard for me to ask my parents about what I want? Everytime I want to ask them I start fo feel like having a lump in my throat. I don't wanna give them any burden by asking them about things that I want and I don't know why. I don't think the reason is because I love them dearly. I guess... I feel guilty if I ask them.

It even works for simple thing such as clothes. My volume of shopping decreases when I went with my mum and dad. If they asked me about things that I want, I simply replied them that I didn't want anything. It's utterly different case if I was with my friends or alone. Isn't it a bit ironic? I'm still yet to build up my confidence in shopping with my parents.